OH MY GOD please bless us that this concert goes smoothly, and all will fall into place. i hope this bad feeling isnt true. PLS. ): holy maloney. its crazy juggling all this man, i wonder how we got through SYF and school and all that jazz. cant update bout anything recently, cause ive been so caught up with dance that there isnt much happening. but then yeah the only thing i remember is that we were slogging for dance pracs, like yesterday, and yesterday, and..uh yesterday yesterday???

im blank. now. so out.

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cant be more stressed bout the concert, we always finish just in time. i dont want that to happen AGAIN, period. better be good.

anyways time to update some stuff. FRIDAY went MOS with stephen terry christopher and this other guy(cant remember his name), cause christopher ORD-ed, and had lots of fun. (no matter how sucky the music was, kinda) still had fun anywho. it was funny seeing those transies on the floor doing their thing. you have no idea the way those caucasians look, as they swarm towards them. HOHO
but some not very nice stuff happened, and i swear if i see him again at the clubs with us, i would kick his ass. some ppl just dont know how to behave at the clubs. but then again its the CLUBS. PS: stephen i hope the cut's fine now.

weekends were BUSY BUSY DIZZY. haha sat was just dance and more dance. and sunday was work the whole day. im really loving my job, though i cant believe i can handle demanding parents who are constantly throwing insults at us (not really only us.) it was crazy, 87 ppl for a party, and 2 party coordinators (thats us, zu, we are fantabulous no?) how is that possible? i couldve been sent to imh for that. HAHAHA

but then came monday, slacked at home before going to watch 'the other boleyn girl'. man it was really an emotional journey. eric bana is too hot, haha someone bring me a fan. but then he was a wimp in the show, and whats surprising, he came to his senses only to find its too late. i loved it, wouldnt mind watching again.

okay nows the time to dance. dance. dance.

one step forward, ten steps back.

i should stay where i am, right. there are so many questions that are unanswered in my heart, and asking does not gurantee i'll get the truth. it only gurantees an ANSWER. i wanna be clear of the background, the reason, the history, everything. but i know it takes time. just that im not very willing to put time into something that doesnt give results. its just normal, you dont invest time in something that isnt worth it, right? and i hate to be the cause of heartbreaks, but who can help it? sometimes it has to be done. ahh holy crap i'll just say it, and see what comes back. hint? may not even go across effectively.
will things be awkward in the future? i dont want it to be, but thats the worst it can get right? and i've been there done that, still lived through it. so why the hell not?

sunday night was a real breather. went out with him to the beach, and spent the whole time talking, and enjoying the scenery. i felt so at peace, i dont know why, i didnt even feel that way when im at home or out with my parents. sometimes i wonder if im that one in many who are like the abnormals. we went to scale the pyramid at the children's playground, and with some help i manage to sit right at the top again, since many years ago. i swear i felt like i owned the world. hoho. then we wanted to go to the breakwaters but sadly they were infested with red ants and so we couldnt.

today was fun. the zoo changes each time i go there, and again i still cant leave the elephants. they're too graceful, and they are darn intelligent. who can imagine they know how to knock the cans (with bananas) to get them out, right. really. but then it rained, and we couldnt get onto the dhl balloon which we were supposed to. crap i really wanted to..stupid rain. and it was after we tediously went all the way to bugis from the zoo.

and i think each time i go out with him, its an eye-opening experience. just got to learn much more bout the world. sigh how can we be so ignorant previously? i actually thought things were roughly the same everywhere. but yeah now i see it for myself.

my god
yesterday was fun to the max. things can be too accurate sometimes. i was talking bout the person and he appeared right behind me. not that i was speaking ill of him, just wth. and again, i never expected different countries have SUCH different cultures and upbringings. we are really too fortunate. monogamy is rare man. kinda think its unfair to the women, but they are willing themselves, cause its inbuilt?

watched cassandra's dream in the cant-help-but-laugh-cause-its-terribly-small L9 theatre in cine cathay, but didnt expect it to be such a disturbing movie. no gore, no grinding of human bones and all, but the idea of killing your own sibling just chills. ugh
and indochine is seriously the most rockin pub to chill and hangout. changyi jwei sam and dennis we should go again! (: hoho

and sam you better tell me EVERYTHING next time. that was so shocking but its alright, the drinks made up for it. hee then again, im happy for you two. really. and it just seems so strange from the four of us (you know who), theres this strange pairing going on. but mines ancient chinese history so forget it. haha

alright im gonna miss you guys in army. like literally. PLS, PLS meet up and come visit me at wild wild wet okay!!

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