Wednesday, April 16, 2008 @7:02 AM
one step forward, ten steps back.
i should stay where i am, right. there are so many questions that are unanswered in my heart, and asking does not gurantee i'll get the truth. it only gurantees an ANSWER. i wanna be clear of the background, the reason, the history, everything. but i know it takes time. just that im not very willing to put time into something that doesnt give results. its just normal, you dont invest time in something that isnt worth it, right? and i hate to be the cause of heartbreaks, but who can help it? sometimes it has to be done. ahh holy crap i'll just say it, and see what comes back. hint? may not even go across effectively. will things be awkward in the future? i dont want it to be, but thats the worst it can get right? and i've been there done that, still lived through it. so why the hell not?