Saturday, May 17, 2008 @10:27 AM
life cant always be lenient huh. so be it. this few weeks is gonna be work work work. actually its fun just that there is so much stuff going on at once and they all affect each other. gotta be really careful there.sam if your reading this, when are we friggin going to zouk? you army boys are too busy huh. hahaha better reply me or you wont see the sun tmr okay!those ugly bruises on me wont go away. UGH unsightly
Tuesday, May 06, 2008 @9:11 AM
dear whoever, im feeling so empty like i've never been. i dont know why. maybe im emotionally not recovered yet. maybe its time for that retreat that i always used to have. except that ppl dont really bother, do they? you can talk the talk, but if you cant do it, doesnt seem very convincing to me, and words just dont have any value. right? i know somethings are put to test me, but then its kinda shit how it always goes round the roulette and comes back to me. like what did i do? do i have that face that says im so easy-going, come pit yourself against me? i was being myself, doing what i stand for. if a relationship cant take things like that, how strong can it get? dont find just someone who happened to fall into the picture and point the blame. and i dont think it reflects well, i mean how giving can a person be, if she's so petty, playing all that if-you-dont-do-it-i-wont-do-it mind game. call that a matured relationship for ppl who are older than me.yeah, so tell me am i unhappy or what.